Liar

you think you're going to live your life alone
in darkness and seclusion.
you've been out there and tried to mix whit the animals
it left you full of humiliated confusion,
so you stagger back to your room and wait for nothing,
but the solitary refinement of your room spit you back onto the street.
you're desperate and in need...
and then,
you meet me,
and your whole world changes...
everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear.
you drop your defenses and your ego obscures reality.
you're so busy feeling good,
you're feeling so lucky!
that you never question why things are going so well,
you want to know why??
I'm a lier!!
I'll rip your mind up,
I'll burn your soul,
I'll turn you into me...

I'll hide behind a smile and understanding eyes.
I'll tell you things that you already know,
so you can say: I really identify with you, so much...
all the time you're needing me is just the time I'm bleeding you.
I'll come to you like an affliction and I'll leave you like an addiction,
you'll never forget me...'cause I'm a lier!

I don't know why I feel the ned to lie and cause you so much pain,
maybe it's something deep inside, maybe it's something I can't explain...
all I do is mess you up and lie to you.

If you'll give me one more change i swear I'll never lie again...
now I see the destructive power of a lie, they're stronger than truth...
I'm sorry, I can't believe I ever hurt you
I will never lie you again...
I promise...

Henry Rolling